So it has been quite some time since I last posted and I do sincerely apologise for my lack of effort in this blog. Not long after I started blogging (and it was supposed to be a continuous thing to start off with) I started feeling like my emotions were on a continuos rollercoaster ride. I could not make up my mind whether I loved Korea or hated it and so had to try my best to just merely be appeased with life here. Some days I felt incredibily down and on occasion when I saw an aeroplane I would find myself wishing that I could be on that plane going home. And then, some days, I felt as if I were on an incredible high and would be greatly excited and intrigued by everything new. Many times, no matter whether it was a low or high period in my life, I would find myself lookiing at this exact screen except my fingtertips were numb and I could not find a way to express the complicated maze of feelings wrapped around my internal organs. I didn't want to project any negativity on any readers of this blog and I was afraid to share any positive moments in the fear that they might be shortlived and that months would go by before I could share anything again. And when it started to become a pinnacle of immense frustration I gave up altogher.
But now, everything has changed. For a while now I have not only managed to make peace with living in Korea, but I have fallen in love with the country; its culture and its people. The time is close where I will be discussing an extension of my contract for another year. Evidently, much has changed and now I am finally ready to share my life in Korea with my dear loved ones. But, please do be patient with me during any silent times that may or may not come.
I think I would like to start a new leaf, write off the old year and embrace the new year by sharing my new home with you, starting.... now!
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